The explanation

I’m sorry I can’t love you

Though it is what you want

And maybe what you deserve

I’m sorry I gave it all to someone

And all I can tell you is

‘Trust me I was once capable of love’

Though you look at me

Tear stained

Trying hard to understand why

I can’t love someone as beautiful as you

I’m sorry

I truly am

For I know if I could give love

Maybe I can have some love in return

But I can’t even feel

Leave alone love

For the past runs in my veins

Threatening to ooze out, bloody

I want to love you

I really do

But I can’t

I just can’t